don't believe the eyes, believe the heart

Living in the city full of people, sometimes we just wanna get out from it.
Living in the city full of drama, sometimes we don't wanna take any part.
Living in the city full of lies, sometimes we wish we don't have ears nor mouth.
Living in the city full of agonies, sometimes we just don't wanna have feelings.
Living in the city full of misery, sometimes we wish we don't have hearts.
Living in the city full of greed, sometimes we wish we don't have lust.
Living in the city full of those things, sometimes we wish we die...

best friends are the most gorgeous thing in this whole world. if i could ask God to stop time, i would ask him to stop time for us:for us to stay like this forever and forever young. and I don't care what tomorrow brings, as long as we're together. i'm glad i found them...

Sometimes we have to learn to accept friendship. And learn to be a friend in return.

Dance Upon The Wind by Intimate Knight


I wasn't looking for it, but some how it came, and found me.

Before I had a chance to react, it wrapped it's warmth around me.

Like a thief in the night, it has come and gone.

I have nothing, but that vision to reflect upon.

Until chance comes again, I'll let my thoughts dance upon the wind.

All day long, in my mind, I walk love's lonely street.

Like a tired man that longs to sit, but just can't find a seat.

Then, there it was again, up ahead, to light my way.

Only to vanish once more, just like all my yesterdays.

Until chance comes again, I'll let my thoughts dance upon the wind.

I don't know where I'm going, and where I've been isn't much to speak of.

I just know my heart is always showing, leading me to some far off love.

Just when I give up the fight.

Here it comes to make the bad things good, and the wrong things right.

Only to leave me lost and lonely again.

Drifting away as my thoughts dance upon the wind.

It has a name, I think they call it friend.

-Rachel-Babes- over at PWOforum saw this. Credit to the person who made it :)
It's so amazing :)

Here's To The Boy Who's A Great Role Model For All The Kids Who Want To Make The World A Better Place.
Here's To The Boy Who's The Hottest Vegan/Animal Rights Activist On The Face Of This Earth.
Here's To The Boy That Can Play Video Games & Read Comic Books All Day Long.
Here's To The Boy With The Most Amazing Drumming Skills.
Here's To The Boy Who Is Not Really Recognized.
Here's To The Boy Who's Judged By His Looks.
Here's To Andrew John Hurley

Here's To The Boy Who Is The Only Non Straight-Edge One In The Band.
Here's To The Boy That Can Talk About Star Wars All Day Long.
Here's To The Boy With His Awesome Spinning Skills.
Here's To The Boy Who Has Amazing Guitar Skills.
Here's To The Boy With His Own Signature Move.
Here's To The Baby In The Band.
Here's To Joseph Mark Trohman

Here's To The Boy Which People Call "FAT",But I Love Him Just The Way He Is.
Here's To The Boy With The Most Amazing Voice & Can Leave Us All In Awe.
Here's To The Boy Whose Trademarks Are His Many Hats & His Sideburns.
Here's To The Boy With The Most Amazing Music Writing Abilities.
Here's To The Boy Who Thinks He's "Not An Interesting Story".
Here's To The Boy Who Calls Himself The Anti-Frontman.
Here's To Patrick Martin Stumph

Here's To The Boy That No Matter What Shit Is Said To Him,He Hangs His Head Up High.
Here's To The Boy That Is Not Really Recoginzed By His Music,But By His Looks.
Here's To The Boy That Said Never To Give Up On What You Set Your Mind To.
Here's To The Boy That People Love To Hate,Yet They Can't Get Enough Of.
Here's To The Boy That Would Do Anything To Make Others Happy.
Here's To The Boy Who Would Do Anything For His Friends.
Here's To Peter Lewis Kingston Wentz III

Here's To The Band That We All Back Up When Someone Starts Talking Shit About Them.
Here's To The Band That Will Never Fail To Keep Our Headphones Blasting With Music.
Here's To The Band That Never Gave Up No Matter How Difficult The Obstacles Were.
Here's To The Band Whose Music Can Help Us Forget About Our Problems.
Here's To The Band That People Hate,Yet We Just Can't Get Enough Of.
Here's To The Band That Will Never Let Us Down With What They Do.
Here's To The Band Whose Music Is Listened To, By Us, As Lullabies.
Here's To The Band That Taught Us That It Is Ok To Be Different.
Here's To The Band That Has Made An Impact On So Many Lives.
Here's To The Band That Will Always & Forever Be In Our Hearts.
Here's To The Band With The Most Amazing & Suppotive Fans.
Here's To The Band That Will Never Fail To Make Us Smile.
Here's To The Band That Will Make Our Fears Go Away.
Here's To The Band That Taught Us To Be Oursleves.
Here's To The Band That We Would Do Anything For.
Here's To The Band We Will Never Give Up On.
Here's To The Band That Has Saved Lives.
Here's To The Band That We Look Up To.
Here's To The Band We All Admire.
Here's To The Best Band On This Earth Even Before MTV.
Heres to Fall Out Boy

This life is short...
This time is ticking...
This love is searching...
This air I breath.

That bell is chiming...
That day is counting...
That today I wish...
For tomorrow to fascinating...

As I walk these joint path
Into the place that he waits
A simple way with a rough black tint
Painted alongside the quay...

As my lips reads his,
As my fingers are trembling,
As these black wooden eyes are bobbing,
Those lines are flowing.

Just like the cold winter nights,
I swear I can see color's fading,
Light's changing, but...
All I know is one thing...
Those lines keep flowing.

It’s saying: “stay with me, please...”

Permettez-moi ecrire une illustration d’un bon pays.

Il ressemble de la beauté.

Nous l’aimorons bien sur...

Dans la moment inattendue,

On va toujours rappeler les souvenirs.

Notez la bonne pensée de la votre journée.

Ecoutez bien la chanson d’oiseaux.

Sans doute, les peuples sont magnifiques.

Imaginez votre voyage

En Indonésie...

if u put all together the first alphabet from the first words of all the lines, u'll find my country's name in French language..:)

inspired by "Le Petit Prince", a novel by Saint-Éxupery

Dans la matinée qui était glorieux, un petit prince a été occupé. Il a eu l'intention de nettoyer le soleil qui était très sale avec un tissu. Cependant, le soleil était trop haut et le prince était trop petit. A cause de qu'il a aiguisé son cerveau. Alors il a pris la table et obtenu dessus, mais le soleil était toujours trop haut à atteint et il a pris alors le balai. Etait toujours trop haut... Ensuite il a pris la place et l'a placé sur la table. Alors il est monté sur la place, mais le nuage noir est venu brusquement et a encombré sa vue. Alors il a expulsé le nuage noir en utilisant le balai. Cependant, le noir brouille fâché et a détruit la table et la place avec son éclair. A cause d'est brûlé, le nuage la noir pluie alors réduite pour éteindre le feu. Quand est fini le bourdonnement avec le nuage noir, le soleil est monté et est devenu très haut pour le prince. Cependant il n'a pas manqué de l'esprit, il est monté sur le toit et a commencé nettoyé encore. Et maintes et maintes fois, le soleil est monté... ensuite il a pris le petit seau et obtenu sur lui. Cependant il a glissé et est tombé. Ensuite il a couru est entré la maison et a cherché quelque chose que pourrait le porter en bas pour fermer au soleil. le jouet, la balle, alors le jouet d'hélicoptère... Il a tourné l'hélice d'hélicoptère et l'hélicoptère est allé la mouche. exige ! Arriver dans la fin au soleil, mais l'hélicoptère a volé alors trop haut et l'a amené s'est déplacé plus loin du soleil. Ensuite l'hélice d'hélicoptère arrêtant procédée et a fait le prince est tombé. Quand arrive dans le sol, le soleil presque posant alors. Parce que maintenant le soleil était le même haut comme lui, il a pris le seau et le tissu et a commencé à nettoyer le soleil. Bien ! Maintenant le soleil est propre et il a porté les spectacles pour voir le coucher du soleil. Ensuite le jour s'est changé alors en la nuit. l'étoile s'est levé alors et le prince a réglé ses jouets. Alors il a vu une étoile, qui la plupart de fin à lui, était sale. Alors il l'a nettoyé. Il alors a donné un coup de pied la balle et entré à la maison. Parce que c'est le temps déjà du soir, il a bâillé. Alors il a fermé la fenêtre et a éteint la lumière. Dans l'autre hémisphère, le soleil a continué à roulé. Quand le soleil est arrivé dans le sud de la partie de la terre, un gaspillage est tombé du tuyau de disposition. Le tuyau de disposition est venu alors de chez lui.. Alors recommencer l'aventure du prince dans le nettoyage du soleil au lendemain.

english...

In the morning that was glorious, a small prince has been busy. He intended to clean the sun that was very dirty with a cloth. However, the sun was too high and the prince was too small. Because of that he sharpened his brain. Then he took the table and got on it, but the sun was still being too high to reached and he then took the broom. Still was too high... Afterwards he took the seat and placed it on the table. Then he climbed onto the seat, but the black cloud suddenly came and obstructed his view. Then he expelled the black cloud by using the broom. However, the black cloud angry and destroyed the table and the seat with his lightning. Because of being burnt, the black cloud then reduced rain to extinguish fire. When being finished buzzing with the black cloud, the sun had travel by and become very high for the prince. However he did not run out of the mind, he climbed onto the roof and began cleaned again. And again and again, the sun went up... afterwards he took the small bucket and got on him. However he slipped and fell. Afterwards he ran entered the house and looked for something that could carry him down to close to the sun. the toy, the ball, then the helicopter toy... He turned the helicopter propeller and the helicopter went fly. exact! Arrive in close to the sun, but the helicopter then flew too high and brought him moved further away from the sun. afterwards the stopping helicopter propeller proceeded and made the prince fell. when arrive in the soil, the sun then almost setting down. because now the sun was the same high as himself, he took the bucket and cloth and began to clean the sun. Well! Now the sun is clean and he wore the spectacles to see the sunset. afterwards the day then changed into the night. the star then sprang up and the prince settled his toys. then he saw one star, that most close to him, was dirty. Then he cleaned it. He then kicked the ball and entered home. because it's already night time, he yawned. then he closed the window and turned off the light. In the other hemisphere, the sun continued to rolled. When the sun arrived in the southern part of the earth, a waste fell from the disposal pipe. The disposal pipe that came from the house the prince.. Then begin again the adventure of the prince in cleaning the sun in the next day.

Three Legged Pig...

A preacher visiting his flock in the country happens to see a pig walking around on 3 legs. The preacher stopped by and asked the farmer. My son, what's with your pig with only 3 legs?

Well, preacher says the farmer, this pig is very special to my family and me, well just 2 months ago, I'm working underneath my tractor, the jack fell and the tractor was crushing me. I yelled and my pig rushed to my rescue, dug me out and pulled me away from the tractor.

Well that's very commendable says the preacher..but..

That's not all preacher, last week my house caught fire and my pig pulled my 2 young daughters to safety. It even received a hero gold ribbon, from the village mayor.

I understand says the preacher, but that still doesn't explain the missing leg!

Well, like I said preacher, this pig is very special to my family and well, we just cannot bring ourselves to eat it all at once.

i started to like this thing here: HOROSCOPE THINGY!! yay!

okay,,here we are...

the bottom line is in this life i have an ability to appreciate smaller things and i can organize them all. soo i'm not really unsubordianate as i thought recently..so, in details, i'm planning to have a lot of fun today -- especially if the upcoming event i'm working on involves a lot of different elements! I have a wonderful ability to appreciate the smaller things in life, including the details of this upcoming project. Names, numbers, and other tiny bits of information are all things that I can master, then organize with ease. Everyone else will defer to me on the big picture since I have the small picture so well in hand.

allright..so anybody?

well...my astronomically thing for today is....

I am projecting an aura of calm today--so what if deep down inside i am frazzled and frayed? i must focus more on what people perceive me to be, not on who i really am -- especially since what they are going to perceive will be so helpful to my reputation! Accept all compliments and don't even think about making any self-deprecating jokes. As far as i'm concerned, i believe that i are as big a rock star as everyone else says i am.


WHOOP!!! go get right thunder and kill myself...

CHAPTER 1

“Tell me, Ann. He’s not coming this way,” I asked my best friend, Ann, in a trembled voice.
“Sorry, ma’am. But it’s not your lucky day. He IS coming this way,” she nodded to the way back at me.

“Ow, he’s just stop to talk to Adam.”

“Don’t do that, Ann.” I freaked out in the way she moved her head.

“Do what?”

“Do that.”

“What is ‘that’?”

“Nodding and moving your head. It will tell him, exactly, who are we talking of,” I said this with a steal of glance to the way back at me.

It was him. With his long legs and precious brown locks that made my heart even beats faster than a slight of a freight train. On that day, he was wearing his green plaid shirt over his uniform and a pair of an old black canvas shoe. He’s not wearing the school shoes, i spoke to myself. I was so glad that he was talking with Adam and wasn’t even realize that i was staring at him. It’s just the best i could do. I couldn’t barely even look at his eyes when we talk some of the times. I was just too afraid that he could see me through my eyes and find this feeling that i always keep from anyone except Ann and Tea. I dreamed on talk to him again. Then suddenly...

“What are you doing?” the very sound of Tea was bringing back my mind to the reality. And i was shocked to death. Her face was so near to my face and i could see her big black eyes and almost screamed my lungs out. But lucky i was in control of myself and thank God to this lockers that i could hold on to. I heard Ann giggled and I stared her with this frown.

“Hey! Ms. Astronaut! What. are. you. doing.?” She asked me one more time. I turned my head to her.

“Can you tell?” I speak with my corner lips and my eyes were pointing at him.

Then she turned her body in a twist and make her hair blowed my face. She smiled at me. Ann giggled again and i turned my head on her. She stopped her giggles and made a funny face. I was into burst, but Tea then pulled my hand over. I didn’t realize what was she doing till she walked me straight in the hall. Straight to him.

Then i started to see things that i, myself, don’t even know. All the absurd things you could probably imagine. My heart then beat faster than any normal heart’s beat. My knee was so weak and i felt like i just can’t walk anymore step. I could barely even speak to say stop. It was not him that i’m afraid of, it was my own self. I’m afraid when i finally got any more chance to talk to him, i got my tongue-tied and i forget to speak. I was in my way to shut my eyes when Tea drew near to him. But then, i passed him through. And i could hear his sweet voice passing me. Suddenly i realized that Tea brought me to the other. To Reece.

Reece Thompson, the boy with the righteous way to kill any girl’s heart with the way he stares people. But, in a nice way of course. As if eyes could kill. Many girls had been fell in love with him. Even me. I’m not going to lie. I used to like him. Before he got so overrated. He was the number one guy in this very own Royal Dales Private School. You can tell that from the way he dress, the way he speak, the way he move his hand over that brunette hair, the way he laugh, the way he look, the way he stares with his bright chestnut eyes, the way he...wait. wait. Was i just thinking this? No. I wasn’t. See? He’s just so over. Over in everything. I should get rid of him out of my head. The chapter of him was over. Was over in a very long time ago. Okay. I tell you. We dated. but it was a long long time ago. When we were in junior high. It was more like a puppy love. And now? What the hell was Tea doing?
“Hi there, Reece.” said Tea and i could see her had a glimpse on his face.

“Hi....Tea. What’s up?” he answered and made a smile on his face. Just when he made that smile, Tea’s hand reached my fingers and made a squeeze on it.

“Owwww! Tea! That’s hurt!” i screamed at her and successfully made her hands squeeze more...Geez, what’s wrong with her?

“Well, hello there Miss Chelsea.” He said that and put his arms in his pocket. “What’s been up with you? Not say ‘hello, Reece’ to me?”

This kind of made me piss of. If i could step him on his feet, i would love to. But i was in the control of myself. “Sorry. I’m bad in remembering a person’s name”.

I guessed, this answer is bad to Tea cause she squeezed my arms right now. I don’t know what was she doing. What was the point of this thing? She took me to the purest hell. I wasn’t going to like him anymore, in any case of any moment. In fact, from that moment he talked to me with that kind of tone, i started to hate him.

“Wow. That’s surprise me. Why are you acting like a child, Chelsea?” he asked me with a conceited tone of voice. I knew he was trying to tease me. But i was there. I knew all about him. He got everything that he wanted and always determined to be good. Knowing that true fact, i wasn’t going to respond it at all.

“Well, sorry, Reece. I’m not that little girl anymore that you used to know. We all know that it was temporary. And please don’t try to make any defense, i won’t bother that.” and then i left Tea with him and headed to class.

“Oh, c’mon! Chelsea! Say something why you don’t wanna bother me anymore?” he was more like shouting than asking.

Then i answered it so briefly without even thinking, “Cause you’re not tall!” I could hear Tea was running to catch me up and Ann’s “eek” voice.

I sat down in my chair with a fully cantankerous mood. What in the world she was just doing? And what was with the glimpse? All i could tell that Tea was just playing her other’s game of “Who’s Gonna Run This Time?”. But since it was Reece, guess i wasn’t in the mood. Then came up Tea with Ann beside her.

“Hey, is it that bad of Reece?” Tea began to ask me something that was so not important.

“Tea, please! You know the whole story. You know who to blame. If you still remember, then it isn’t me. It is him! Reece! Gee, Tea.” i started to fire out what was inside my mind.
“Chels’, Chelsea. Calm down, babe. It’s not the way you think at all.” said Ann with her hand flattering my hair. “Let Tea say what she want to say. Okay?”

I was so mad at Tea. I felt like she is forgetting everything. I stared at her, her eyes was shed in tears. Suddenly i felt really sorry for her and get up from my chair. I ran to her and grabbed her with my arms. She hugged me so tight then and started to cry.

“Oh my God, oh my God. Tea...Tea, i’m so sorry. I was so bad. I just don’t know what you’ve been doin’,honey..sorry. But it was Reece. You know the whole story of us. So please don’t make it worst...” i said without taking my hands off of her. I could hear her crying.

“It’s not like the way you thought, Chels’...” she was grabbing my arms and took it from her shoulders. “I’m not gonna be the first person to open the wounds.”

“So, what did you try to show me then?” i asked her so briefly. Then the boys were crowding up the class. I could see her eyes slowly follow Reece as he entered the room and took his seat. And that was the first thought of mine...She was just falling in love with Reece! Oh no. that wasn’t happened...She could fell into the same hole.

“Tell me you don’t like him” I asked her and grabbing her hands. Ann was just seem to know that before me, and she bowed her head. Oh my god. “No. No, Tea...”

“But it is Reece, Chels’...everybody loves him. Even Leigh Waldorf, the Queen Bee.” said her with her softest voice. I stepped two steps back. This news seemed surprise me much that i couldn’t barely think anymore. It wasn’t that i am the one who control my friends. It’s not that! It was just protecting your best friend from the same hole you’ve been in to.

>It’s dangerous to fall in love with Reece. That boy was really has a lot of issues in his hands, not to mention that his parents are this school’s first donator and he was in the Head Boys Committee. I just couldn’t bring my friends into troubles. She would see him sooooo rarely that she wish to just broke up with him. I’ve been there and it was hurt.

Suddenly i turned my body and my head hit somebody’s chest. Then a hand grabbed my shoulders and the other hand was touched my chin. The next thing i know was somebody kissed me. I really know that somebody. It was the boy. The boy in my dreams. Then I passed out.

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hope u guys love this. this is my first fan fiction.

cause the story lines are still developing, many other characters will be add without any infos..cause i still work for the other chapters. :)

tonight i went to my boyfriend house to get my burgers!! yay!! i love when his dad/mom brings home burgers and cookies when they got back from their hometown (balikpapan, east borneo).

and hen we ahead to a vintage store where he found the folded-wayfarer and straight o face! he bought it!! gaaahh! i'm jealous! i want it too...:/ but, hey! i still can borrow that from him...:P

anyway, when he bought the folded-wayfarer, i bought a very cute Hello-Kitty non-slip mat to place in the car. oh! i'm soooo excited! :))))

later, this morning, i just realized that my fringe is WAYYYY too long....:/. i should cut it shorter..but i love this fringes..what should i do?

what will u do when i fell in love with someone but u already have one beside u?

how was ur weekend?
xoxoxo

nothing seems to be good these days. wars, clash, argues. what happened to the world? gosh..this world has changed into a strangest place. will there any place that i could live except this world? just like Charles Baudelaire said, ANYWHERE OUT OF THE WORLD.

i find that biking is tiring...

if there any thing in this world that i could wish for...i wish for the series of BLYTHE DOLLS...

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isnt this lovely doll looks like miss audrey? awww...so cute..

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and this just chic...look at her red hair!!!

any christmas list,guys?

1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.

If someone says "Is this okay?" You say...?
"balaclava" by arctic monkeys..[whattt?]

How would you describe yourself?
"belief" by john mayer..[is that even an adjective..?]

What do you like in a guy?
they are a "rope of sand" by jamie lidell...[whattt?]

How do you feel today?
"i'm a sucker for a kind word" by copeland..[yeah...i'm a sucker..today..]

What is your life's purpose?
"under the influence" by James Morison....[under the influence of TAI,patd and cobra starship^^]

What is your motto?
"hold your head up" by soulwax...[this one i agree,most..]

What do your friends think of you?
"perhaps love" by howL and J (korean artists)...[perhaps love?...duuhh..]

What do you think of your parents?
they are "lollypop"..by Mika...[colorful and sweet..."i went walking with my mama one day..."]

What do you think about very often?
"No stopping Us" by jason mraz...[aint no stopping us?]

What is 2+2?
a "lady" by Laurence Page...[wait? since when...?]

What do you think of your best friend?
"life is wonderful" by jason mraz...[they ARE wonderful..]

What do you think of the person you like?
"that's not my name" by the ting tings..[wait? if i ever call him in misspelt?]

What is your life story?
"once when i was a little" by james morrison..[that makes sense..]

What do you want to be when you grow up?
"dare" by the higher..[to be dared?]

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
he like "pork and beans" by weezer...[hahahaha,YEAHHHH!!!]

What will you dance to at your wedding?
"northern downpour" by panic at the disco...[well,i'd crying all over time at my wedding day...]

What will they play at your funeral?
an instrumental korean music named "woo joo jung bok #2"...[i dont even know what doest it mean..?]

What is your hobby?
"covered in rain" by john mayer....[yeah and get ill...]

What is your biggest fear?
"umbrella" by the postal service....[yeaaahhhh,right.what's so scared from an umbrella???but this song is creepy...]

What is your biggest secret?
"you got me" by VHS or Beta...[yeah..u got me..i have many..]

What do you think of your friends?
"damn u look good and i'm drunk (scandalous) by Cobra starship...[hahaha,they are gewd...anytime not just at my drunk time..ahahahah]

What will you post this as?
"back to you" by bryan adams....[oh,well...]

an autumn reddish by little miss nanette

actually, this is the wardrobe that i wanna use if i get a chance to hang with my boyfriend all day to have a lil chit chat, have a nice coffee anf then go buy ourself some fresh juices from Jugo Juice..

oh..what a wonderful day it will...

Life is too short to wake up

in the morning with regrets.

So love the people who treat you right,

and forget about the ones who don't

and believe that everything happens for a reason.

If you get a chance, take it.

If it changes your life, let it.

Nobody said that it would be easy,

they just promised it would be worth it.

I Wonder...

Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are going dead?

Why do banks charge a fee on 'insufficient funds' when they know there is not enough money?

Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet?

Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection?

Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard?

Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him?

Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets?

Whose idea was it to put an 'S' in the word 'lisp'?

If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes?

Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white?

Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale?

Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized?

Why do people keep running over a string a dozen times with their vacuum cleaner, then reach down, pick it up, examine it, then put it down to give the vacuum one more chance?

Why is it that no plastic bag will open from the end on your first try?

How do those dead bugs get into those enclosed light fixtures?

Why is it that whenever you attempt to catch something that's falling off the table you always manage to knock something else over?

In winter why do we try to keep the house as warm as it was in summer when we complained about the heat?

How come you never hear father-in-law jokes?